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sat at the observation deck watching people jump and listening
to their piercing screams as the knots in our stomachs
grew tighter and tighter. I did push ups to stay loose
and to get some of the tension and of course we tried to
lighten things up by trying to psych each other out. I
think it worked because by the time it was our turn to
go we were all pretty nervous and terrified. |
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In order to get
out to the jump spot at the peak of the bridges arch, which
is the largest concrete arch span bridge in the world and
the highest bridge in Africa, we had to walk out on a steel
grid walking bridge that was see through on the bottom. It
was quite nerve racking and my friend Jake nearly had a heart
attack and would say later that the walk out was the worst
part of the jump experience. Finally we arrived and the apex
of the arch and readied ourselves to go. We were under the
impression that we would be the first three to go because
we were the three heaviest of the six and at other jumps
that is how they work the order. However, not at the Bloukrans.
We were the last three in the order and I was the last one
to go.
In the middle of
South Africa, it was absolutely frigid standing on the underbelly
of the arch bridge because the roadway blocked the sun above
us and the wind ripped through the canyon with a ferocious
chill. I was only wearing shorts and a tank top and was slightly
miserable.
We sat and watched
all three of our co-jumpers; two Irish kids and a Brit jump
and come back up to safety. Finally, it was my friend Mike’s
turn to go. He saddled up, stood on the ledge, legs shaking
and head looking up not down. Arms out, he flung himself
off the great bridge with the grace of an ostrich that fell
off a building. Next, Jake geared up, looked back at us as
if giving his last rites to us with his eyes. He swallowed
deep and looked up at the horizon. As soon as he jumped,
all the jump workers were sure to make fun of his technique
for the camera that was videotaping the spectacle. As he
returned safely to the comforts of the cement arch I knew
it was finally my turn to go. This is what I came eight thousand
miles to do.
My
heart was beating a thousand times a minute. Normally for a
jump, it only beats
about 500 times a minute but because
of the height it was much faster.
The adrenaline was pumping. I couldn't’t really feel my body as the
jumpmasters were securing my harnesses. As I made my way over to the
ledge I kept my eyes focused out as I looked down at my feet to inch
them over
the edge. As I pulled my arms up to flying position I was sure to look
straight at the clouds on the horizon which momentarily I would try to
jump toward. As the jumpmaster, started the countdown at five, my body
went numb, my ears deaf and my brain obsolete. The reality of what I
was about to do had set in. A sixth sense told me when he is saying one
as
I started to lean forward and at the time I started to bend my knees
for the push off jump there is complete silence.

During
the freefall of eight whole seconds, I am unaware of anything
else in the world. All I hear is the wind and air pushing in one ear and out
the other in an eerie, rapid whooshing sound. All I see is the ground 700 plus
feet below getting closer by the second. It’s strange because you are
so numb and out of your regular mind that you don’t even realize the
ground is creeping up on you. That is until the chord starts to pull and
then instantly you snap out of it and start to scream. You are no longer
weightless,
your eyes get bigger, practically popping out of your head. As the chord
reaches its pinnacle and you are stuck in temporary limbo, there is a sense
of peace
and security that you are still alive. Then suddenly, the chord tears your
guts out and rips you back up six hundred toward where you took the crazy
leap. The best part about the Bloukrans jump is that for your money you actually
get to re-experience the horrors and joys of the jump over and over because
it so ungodly high.
Finally, as the
reverberations begin to slow and you are just hanging upside
down awaiting the little guy to come down to attach himself to you, setting
you straight up again. You are almost completely content hanging upside
down 300 feet above the ground. You begin to have private thoughts of ecstasy
of the best feeling that is available on this planet. The feeling of the
build-up, the freefall, the numbness, the ground rush, the horror and the
joy is unlike anything humans were ever meant to experience in this life.
For myself it was extra special because I also got to share every sweet
emotion with my two best friends and we can relive it forever. 
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